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Words of Wisdom
“In wilderness is the preservation of the world.” - Henry David Thoreau

"The more we sweat in peace the less we bleed in war." - Vijaya Lakshmi Pandit

"We can learn a lot from trees: they're always grounded but never stop reaching
heavenward." - Everett Mámor

"Humility does not mean thinking less of yourself than of other people, nor does it mean having a low opinion of your own gifts. It means freedom from thinking about yourself at all" - William Temple

"Mistakes are part of the dues one pays for a full life." - Sophia Loren



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It's been awhile
Wednesday. 5.20.15 11:32 pm
I can't believe I haven't been active since 2013. Occasionally I will still lurk but I haven given myself the gift of getting lost in writing in such a long time. A couple of you may remember my old blog on here, I don't like to type the name because it comes up in searches, and the journey I was on when I switched to this one. I remember thinking that I was really at a turning point then but I was only a footstep into my journey.
My husband and I made the final official call on our marriage about this time last year. We tried to hide it and pretend to be ok for me to get through school but we just couldn't function properly in our misery any longer and threw the towel in. Thankfully he has been very helpful and worked with me as I try to stabilize myself as an adult on my own again. We've not gotten along as well as we do now in years to be honest. I'm very thankful for that and it has helped our son adjust amazingly well to everything.
I have so much I'd like to talk about and go into because the past year or so has been such a ride. I'm hoping I can fall back into love with nutang as I once was. Hope all is well with everyone out there in the great wide internet where-ever.

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If only giving up could be an option
Tuesday. 11.19.13 11:19 am
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Saturday. 7.27.13 3:41 am
One day.
It will matter to some
But not to most.

One day.
So broken.
Tired.
Lost.
Mostly tired.

One day
this..
WILL NOT
haunt me any longer.

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Alive and working on well
Wednesday. 5.22.13 10:42 am
It's been awhile since my last post...School is out for summer and I've officially crossed 50 hrs without losing my 4.0 though the stress of it was almost too much this go round. The night I posted last was kind of a breaking point of sorts but I'm glad it happened because sometimes a person needs to break down to rebuild themselves even stronger. There is still a lot going on with my family that is hard for me to deal with but I'm trying to accept that there is only so much I can do and that helps a little. I joined a gym. I've been dabbling in photography again. I've been walking and rollerblading with friends and running with just me and my music again. I've started multiple gardens. I'm really giving it my all to allow myself to be happy again. I've been honest with my husband and select friends about the topic of my private post. I've walked away from the people who don't appreciate or value me. I want to feel whole again, to know who I am and know that I am a person of value and worth. I'm learning to love myself.

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Alive and working on well
Wednesday. 5.22.13 10:42 am
It's been awhile since my last post...School is out for summer and I've officially crossed 50 hrs without losing my 4.0 though the stress of it was almost too much this go round. The night I posted last was kind of a breaking point of sorts but I'm glad it happened because sometimes a person needs to break down to rebuild themselves even stronger. There is still a lot going on with my family that is hard for me to deal with but I'm trying to accept that there is only so much I can do and that helps a little. I joined a gym. I've been dabbling in photography again. I've been walking and rollerblading with friends and running with just me and my music again. I've started multiple gardens. I'm really giving it my all to allow myself to be happy again. I've been honest with my husband and select friends about the topic of my private post. I've walked away from the people who don't appreciate or value me. I want to feel whole again, to know who I am and know that I am a person of value and worth. I'm learning to love myself.

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Thursday. 3.7.13 12:08 am
I'm so lonely. I can't even rely on you to be there for me anymore. I feel like I've lost the last person who had any idea of who I really am. I just feel so alone, so uknown , surface level and irrelevant. Ugh. I just want to feel and to truly exist again.

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